Heyy yo. Names Melissa. I am 25 and live in New York. I have no shame. Deal with it. I, like most people have good intentions. Trying not to fuck shit up.. but people make that hard. I also love chocolate. Aand blood sex and booze ya know.
Celebrating the people who taught me how to live.
Who told me that there’s nothing wrong with me and this is how I’m supposed to be.
People will come in your life and they will make you love them STRONGLY.
People will come in your life and they will make you hate them STRONGLY.
How love turns into hate and how to live on your own.
Fall in love with your demons and they become your best friend and then they are all you have…and then dealing with repercussions of those choices.
Trying to make it by in modern day in the midst of advertising love and self destruction.
How everyone’s heart doesn’t beat the same.
Learning to be ok on your own because of being excluded.
The longest relationship I’ve had in my life has been with these people.
10 years today.
They changed the way I forever look at people and the world.
And it started on this day. With this concept.
Your everyday life can be smothering and a burden. But you really don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. Crying because you don’t want to try to find the good in anything because you think you are better than everybody else will only leave you alone and sad. You are bored in your town because there is nothing fun to do. You go shopping everyday. You eat the same thing everyday. You see the same old people. Try to appreciate what you have because soon it all of that will be gone.
Don’t be a fucking American Idiot.
You push away the people you love because you love them too deeply and it hurts you. People you love leave you. And then you wonder how they’ve been. And you realize how much they have become apart of you. The people in your life only exist through your perception. So have an open perception.
To understand that the regrets are useless in my mind because you’re IN my head.
But…In the darkest night, if my memory serves me right, I’ll never turn back time.
Forgetting you, but not the time.
Happy fucking TEN years American Idiot.
haha when I analyzed this album, I became consumed. I wanted to know if my theory was correct so I began watching interviews and reading everything I could find on the band. I ended up finding everything, (if you know me, you know I mean EVERYTHING) on the band. I didn’t know what was better, the hilarious, insightful things they said, or the way their music made me feel complete. The most dependent relationship I’ve had is with music. And especially theirs. Happy, frustrated, angry, sad, apathetic, jaded, bored, in love, lonely, intoxicated, inspired, they have a song for that. Did I mention they are so fun to play?
Sometimes there’s just not enough time to study, sleep, work and have a social life, and people usually decide that sleeping less would be the best way to go. But is it possible to have all of these things? Can you learn while sleeping as a sound recording is played to you?
i was making a lot of mistakes and then my archery instructor said:
“you make mistakes because you’re focusing on the target and not on your actions”
and i was like woah
thanks for giving me the best life advice i’ve ever gotten
guys just think about how applicable this is to EVERYFUCKINGTHING